Something very weird is happening to me and I don’t know if it’s all in my head, if I need an exorcist, or a counselor. My buddies are saying that I’m just stressed and things are hard right now and, what family I have told, say that I should see a counselor. I’m not into that head shrink bull shit but now I’m doubting myself. I mean, yes, I’m stressed, I’m under a lot of pressure, and things are hard because my life hasn’t gotten back to normal yet (lengthy hospital stay). But I just can’t let myself believe that this is all in my head.
So, I’ve been back home for maybe three weeks and some weird stuff started a few days after I got back. It just seems to be getting worse. At first, it was maybe the occasional light flicker; maybe a storm, right? Then maybe cupboard open that I thought was closed. But, now? Now it is so much worse. Continue reading